damn&dumb situation

i dunno why???
i really really wanna cry tonight,
the cure said "boys don't cry"
fergie said "big girls don't cry"
and i always said "girls don't cry"

i hate when i'm crying
i dunno what i'm feeling.........

guilty to my mom and dad? maybe
feel lonely? maybe
dissapointed? maybe

i dunno but i'm so down, sad..........
i want run, run and go run!!!
*of course not run from reality coz i don't wanna be a chicken

"chicken shit" hahaaaa

aaaaarrrrghhhhh
i really wanna run and scream
expressing my damn&dumb situation